詩 2016

떠난 친구와 마지막으로 저녁을 했던 곳/배 중진

배중진 2016. 2. 22. 23:12

떠난 친구와 마지막으로 저녁을 했던 곳/배 중진

 

그대와 마지막으로 저녁을 했던 곳을 다시 찾아와

그때 앉았던 좌석을 물끄러미 바라보며

그대와의 마지막이라 차마 생각이나 했었던가

그 당시는 친구의 안위를 걱정하며 좋은 곳을 알선하다 들렸는데

 

이젠 걱정을 할 필요도 없고

이렇게 남아 친구 생각만을 하고 있으며

이 식당은 변한 것 하나도 없는데

이렇게 홀로 앉아 그대만을 그리네

 

여름에 만나 같이 더위에 허덕였고

가을은 한국과 미국에서 가족과 함께하느라 생각조차 하지 않았으며

겨울에 늘 그랬듯 크리스마스 저녁에 조용한 시간 보내자고 약속했는데

건강이 악화하여 참석할 수 없다는 전화통화가 또 마지막이 될 줄이야

 

지금은 친구의 생각으로 다른 것은 추호도 생각할 겨를이 없으며

친구가 애용하던 가구를 내일 전부 세상으로 떠나보내고 나면

한 줌의 재와 넋이 남아있는 유품 몇 점으로

좋은 세상에서의 돈독한 관계를 청산하리라

 

장례식에 조용하게 울려 퍼질

장엄하면서도 의미 있는 곡들을 미리 선정하고 떠났기에

장송곡과 진행순서를 정리하면서

장막극을 마치려 하네, 지상에서

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

2016.02.23 01:41

1

Jerusalem, my happy home,
when shall I come to thee?
When shall my sorrows have an end?
Thy joys when shall I see?


2

O happy harbor of the saints,
O sweet and pleasant soil!
In thee no sorrow may be found,
no grief, no care, no toil.


3

Thy saints are crowned with glory great;
they see God face to face;
they triumph still, they still rejoice;
most happy is their case.


4

Jerusalem, my happy home,
would God I were in thee!
Would God my woes were at an end,
thy joys that I might see!

Source: Celebrating Grace Hymnal #555

-Hymnary.org-

 

620. Jerusalem, my happy home

-Hymnal 1982
-Hymnary.org

1

Jerusalem, my happy home,
when shall I come to thee?
When shall my sorrows have an end?
Thy joys when shall I see?


2

Thy saints are crowned with glory great;
they see God face to face;
they triumph still, they still rejoice
in that most happy place.


3

There David stands with harp in hand
as master of the choir:
ten thousand times would one be blest
who might this music hear.


4

Our Lady sings Magnificat
with tune surpassing sweet,
and blessed martyrs' harmony
doth ring in every street.


5

Jerusalem, Jerusalem,
God grant that I may see
thine endless joy, and of the same
partaker ever be!

 

Jesus, Joy of Man's Desiring
Jesus, Joy of Our Desiring

1

Jesus, joy of our desiring,
holy wisdom, love most bright;
drawn by thee, our souls aspiring
soar to uncreated light.
Word of God, our flesh that fashioned,
with the fire of life impassioned,
striving still to truth unknown,
soaring, dying round thy throne.


2

Through the way where hope is guiding,
hark, what peaceful music rings;
where the flock, in thee confiding,
drink of joy from deathless springs.
Theirs is beauty's fairest pleasure;
theirs is wisdom's holiest treasure.
Thou dost ever lead thine own
in the love of joys unknown.


United Methodist Hymnal, 1989

 

Bach, Toccata and Fugue in D minor, organ

 

Widor's Toccata - or - Widor's 5th Symphony in F - Movement V - Toccata

 

Full Symphony - https://www.youtube.com/view_play_list... The fifth and final movement-often simply

Toccata-of Charles-Marie Widor's Fifth Symphony for Organ in F Major, the very famous Toccata.

The organist is Olivier Latry, the titular organist (one of three) at Notre Dame de Paris.

 

The fifth and final movement-often simply Toccata-of Charles-Marie Widor's Fifth Symphony
for Organ in F Major, the very famous Toccata.

 

5분 42초

6분 23초

 

Pie Jesu-Requiem-Gabriel Faure

 

Ave Maria

 

7/14/2015 마지막 만난 날

사진은 1/3/2016

 

yellowday2016.02.24 12:48 

친구의 마지막 집까지 비워주고 나면 서운하기 이를데 없겠습니다.
혹 울고 계신건 아니신지요?
술이라도 한 잔 나누시고 마음을 달래시지요.
그러니 어찌 하겠습니까~
이미 떠나신 분 붙잡고만 있을 수는 없으니까요.`
너무 아파 하시면 제이님 병나십니다.

 

유심조님 댓글

> 명 상 ;
그냥 지켜보라
지켜보는 사람은
산 위에서
골짜기를 내려다 보듯이
그 대상으로부터 초월해 있다
지켜보는 동안은
조금도 판단하지 말라
그리고 다시 받아들이라
어느 것 하나 거역하지 말고
모든 것을 그대로 받아들이라.

ㅡ 法頂 ㅡ

 

102 - Christmas


1. Once in royal David's city

stood a lowly cattle shed,

where a mother laid her baby

in a manger for his bed:

Mary was that mother mild,

Jesus Christ her little child.


2. He came down to earth from heaven,

who is God and Lord of all,

and his shelter was a stable,

and his cradle was a stall;

with the poor, the scorned, the lowly,

lived on earth our Savior holy.


3. We, like Mary, rest confounded

that a stable should display

heaven's Word, the world's creator,

cradled there on Christmas Day,

yet this child, our Lord and brother,

brought us love for one another.


4. For he is our lifelong pattern;

daily, when on earth he grew,

he was tempted, scorned, rejected,

tears and smiles like us he knew.

Thus he feels for all our sadness,

and he shares in all our gladness.


5. And our eyes at last shall see him,

through his own redeeming love;

for that child who seemed so helpless

is our Lord in heaven above;

and he leads his children on

to the place where he is gone.


6. Not in that poor lowly stable,

with the oxen standing round,

we shall see him; but in heaven,

where his saints his throne surround:

Christ, revealed to faithful eye,

set at God's right hand on high.

Words: Sts 1-2 and 4-6 Cecil Frances Alexander (1818-1895), alt.;
st 3, James Waring McGrady (b. 1938)
Music: Irby, melody Henry John Gauntlett (1805-1876); harm. Arthur Henry Mann (1850-1929)

 

1 The King of love my shepherd is,
whose goodness faileth never.
I nothing lack if I am his,
and he is mine forever.

2 Where streams of living water flow,
my ransomed soul he leadeth;
and where the verdant pastures grow,
with food celestial feedeth.

3 Perverse and foolish, oft I strayed,
but yet in love he sought me;
and on his shoulder gently laid,
and home, rejoicing, brought me.

4 In death's dark vale I fear no ill,
with thee, dear Lord, beside me;
thy rod and staff my comfort still,
thy cross before to guide me.

5 Thou spreadst a table in my sight;
thy unction grace bestoweth;
and oh, what transport of delight
from thy pure chalice floweth!

6 And so through all the length of days,
thy goodness faileth never;
Good Shepherd, may I sing thy praise
within thy house forever.

United Methodist Hymnal, 1989

 

◄ Lamentations 3 ►
New International Version

1I am the man who has seen affliction by the rod of the Lord’s wrath.
2He has driven me away and made me walk in darkness rather than light;
3indeed, he has turned his hand against me again and again, all day long.
4He has made my skin and my flesh grow old and has broken my bones.
5He has besieged me and surrounded me with bitterness and hardship.
6He has made me dwell in darkness like those long dead.
7He has walled me in so I cannot escape; he has weighed me down with chains.
8Even when I call out or cry for help, he shuts out my prayer.
9He has barred my way with blocks of stone; he has made my paths crooked.
10Like a bear lying in wait, like a lion in hiding,
11he dragged me from the path and mangled me and left me without help.
12He drew his bow and made me the target for his arrows.
13He pierced my heart with arrows from his quiver.
14I became the laughingstock of all my people; they mock me in song all day long.
15He has filled me with bitter herbs and given me gall to drink.
16He has broken my teeth with gravel; he has trampled me in the dust.
17I have been deprived of peace; I have forgotten what prosperity is.
18So I say, “My splendor is gone and all that I had hoped from the Lord.”
19I remember my affliction and my wandering, the bitterness and the gall.
20I well remember them, and my soul is downcast within me.
21Yet this I call to mind and therefore I have hope:
22Because of the Lord’s great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail.
23They are new every morning;

great is your faithfulness.

24I say to myself, “The Lord is my portion;

therefore I will wait for him.”


25The Lord is good to those whose hope is in him,

to the one who seeks him;

26it is good to wait quietly

for the salvation of the Lord.

27It is good for a man to bear the yoke

while he is young.


28Let him sit alone in silence,

for the Lord has laid it on him.

29Let him bury his face in the dust—

there may yet be hope.

30Let him offer his cheek to one who would strike him,

and let him be filled with disgrace.


31For no one is cast off

by the Lord forever.

32Though he brings grief, he will show compassion,

so great is his unfailing love.

33For he does not willingly bring affliction or grief to anyone.

 

3:22-26, 31-33

 

34To crush underfoot all prisoners in the land,

35to deny people their rights

before the Most High,

36to deprive them of justice—would not the Lord see such things?
37Who can speak and have it happen if the Lord has not decreed it?
38Is it not from the mouth of the Most High

that both calamities and good things come?

39Why should the living complain

when punished for their sins?


40Let us examine our ways and test them,

and let us return to the Lord.

41Let us lift up our hearts and our hands

to God in heaven, and say:

42“We have sinned and rebelled

and you have not forgiven.


43“You have covered yourself with anger and pursued us;

you have slain without pity.

44You have covered yourself with a cloud

so that no prayer can get through.

45You have made us scum and refuse

among the nations.


46“All our enemies have opened their mouths

wide against us.

47We have suffered terror and pitfalls,

ruin and destruction.”

48Streams of tears flow from my eyes

because my people are destroyed.


49My eyes will flow unceasingly,

without relief,

50until the Lord looks down

from heaven and sees.

51What I see brings grief to my soul

because of all the women of my city.


52Those who were my enemies without cause

hunted me like a bird.

53They tried to end my life in a pit

and threw stones at me;

54the waters closed over my head,

and I thought I was about to perish.


55I called on your name, Lord,

from the depths of the pit.

56You heard my plea: “Do not close your ears

to my cry for relief.”

57You came near when I called you,

and you said, “Do not fear.”


58You, Lord, took up my case;

you redeemed my life.

59Lord, you have seen the wrong done to me.

Uphold my cause!

60You have seen the depth of their vengeance,

all their plots against me.


61Lord, you have heard their insults,

all their plots against me—

62what my enemies whisper and mutter

against me all day long.

63Look at them! Sitting or standing,

they mock me in their songs.


64Pay them back what they deserve, Lord,

for what their hands have done.

65Put a veil over their hearts,

and may your curse be on them!

66Pursue them in anger and destroy them from under the heavens of the Lord.

New International Version (NIV)

Holy Bible, New International Version®, NIV®

Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984, 2011 by Biblica, Inc.®

Used by permission. All rights reserved worldwide.

 

◄ Psalm 23 ►
New International Version

Psalm 23
A psalm of David.

1The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing.

2He makes me lie down in green pastures,

he leads me beside quiet waters,

3he refreshes my soul.

He guides me along the right paths

for his name’s sake.

4Even though I walk

through the darkest valley,a

I will fear no evil,

for you are with me;

your rod and your staff,

they comfort me.


5You prepare a table before me

in the presence of my enemies.

You anoint my head with oil;

my cup overflows.

6Surely your goodness and love will follow me

all the days of my life,

and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.

Footnotes:
a 4 Or the valley of the shadow of death

 

◄ John 14 ►
New International Version
Jesus Comforts His Disciples

1“Do not let your hearts be troubled. You believe in Goda ; believe also in me. 2My Father’s house has many rooms; if that were not so, would I have told you that I am going there to prepare a place for you? 3And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am. 4You know the way to the place where I am going.”

Jesus the Way to the Father

5Thomas said to him, “Lord, we don’t know where you are going, so how can we know the way?”

6Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. 7If you really know me, you will knowb my Father as well. From now on, you do know him and have seen him.”

8Philip said, “Lord, show us the Father and that will be enough for us.”

9Jesus answered: “Don’t you know me, Philip, even after I have been among you such a long time? Anyone who has seen me has seen the Father. How can you say, ‘Show us the Father’? 10Don’t you believe that I am in the Father, and that the Father is in me? The words I say to you I do not speak on my own authority. Rather, it is the Father, living in me, who is doing his work. 11Believe me when I say that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; or at least believe on the evidence of the works themselves. 12Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father. 13And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son. 14You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it.

Jesus Promises the Holy Spirit

15“If you love me, keep my commands. 16And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever— 17the Spirit of truth. The world cannot accept him, because it neither sees him nor knows him. But you know him, for he lives with you and will bec in you. 18I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you. 19Before long, the world will not see me anymore, but you will see me. Because I live, you also will live. 20On that day you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I am in you. 21Whoever has my commands and keeps them is the one who loves me. The one who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love them and show myself to them.”

 

1 “Do not let your hearts be troubled. You believe in God; believe also in me.

 

22Then Judas (not Judas Iscariot) said, “But, Lord, why do you intend to show yourself to us and not to the world?”

23Jesus replied, “Anyone who loves me will obey my teaching. My Father will love them, and we will come to them and make our home with them. 24Anyone who does not love me will not obey my teaching. These words you hear are not my own; they belong to the Father who sent me.

25“All this I have spoken while still with you. 26But the Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you. 27Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.

28“You heard me say, ‘I am going away and I am coming back to you.’ If you loved me, you would be glad that I am going to the Father, for the Father is greater than I. 29I have told you now before it happens, so that when it does happen you will believe. 30I will not say much more to you, for the prince of this world is coming. He has no hold over me, 31but he comes so that the world may learn that I love the Father and do exactly what my Father has commanded me.

“Come now; let us leave.

Footnotes:
a 1 Or Believe in God
b 7 Some manuscripts If you really knew me, you would know
c 17 Some early manuscripts and is

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